I need help surviving on a daily basis. PLEASE, HELP!?

Therapy should help. You should be ok. If you want courage then I'd recommend practicing giving and compion. If you are generous and compionate and make sure your motivation is compionate whenever you do anything then you can do anything without fear :) And giving is a powerful thing too. Giving makes you confident by making you happy and proud of yourself and knowing you are helping others. Good deeds always breed confidence.