Should i stay or should i go?

you cant do that - that would be kidnapping - there is no way - just get that surgery were they put a band on - i know what its like eating and cant stop with depression - no matter whats said - i go back to eating - its all i got - it sucks - i cant stop - it is the only comfort i have and people wont or dont understand it - its not like a switch you can turn on and off - so get the surgery soon - i come from an obese family and it is much more difficult without drastic measures - at 380 - or above - get it done or you die or diabitas